For all the anguish and degradation
For every time I needed truth and you were faithless
For disappointment
Self-deprication
A living a lie
For fantasizing you could save me
I need my cross like a blanket
And misery is a comfort
I can’t hardly stand to blame my self-fulfilling prophecy on you
And in the end I designed it
I guess I felt I deserved it
I should kiss your dirty lips for bringing me my clarity
And how the truth has made me see
How your lies had buried me
But I forgive you
Lord I Must forgive you
So I
I feel so high just let it go
I forgive you
Lord I Must forgive you
So I
Shut up
For all the torment
Loss of independence
For disrespect and carelessness with my emotions
For all the screams I swallowed
And how my soul was hollow
For giving in to temptation
For making me feel like a cheap replacement
And how the truth has made me see
How your lies had buried me
But I forgive you
Lord I Must forgive you
So I
I feel so high just let it go
I forgive you
Lord I Must forgive you
So I
Ignore the lies that I believed
And all the guilt you made me feel
Because I forgive you
Lord I must forgive you
Because I feel so good just letting go
You know I feel good letting go
Getting stronger
Letting go
Getting stronger
I’m moving on
Getting stronger
Letting go
Getting stronger
I’m getting stronger
This time
I forgive you
Lord I
And how the truth has made me see
How your lies have buried me
But I forgive you
Lord I Must forgive you
For all the lies that I believed
And all the guilt you made me feel
I forgive you
Lord I Must forgive you
You know I feel so high
I feel so high
I must forgive you
Because it feels so good just letting go
You know I feel good letting go